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Sunday, December 18, 2011

"HO HO HO!"




Every picture tells you something.. I'm sure you know what this pictures mean right? CHRISTMAS! There's a week more for "JINGLE BELL"! I'm sure Mr. Santa has a long list of things to do..


Hahaha.. I can't wait for my Christmas tree to land in my house!! 


And I want Mr. Santa to put some sweet in the socks that I might gonna hang.. How lovely!



I also have to buy Christmas cards..





Next, DECORATION is something that make Christmas more beautiful.. The  Christmas balls, the cute bells, the round thing that we hang on the front door and the table decorations..







Last but not least, the thing I love the most in Christmas that is THE GIFTS under the Christmas tree..








Friday, December 16, 2011

"@Bilvashri lol thanks :) "

Last Sunday, I log into my twitter account to tweet stuffs..Then I clicked on the "@Bilvashri" and in split of seconds my eyes caught something and I immediately shouted,

"OMO SESANGHAE...!!! OMG!!!!"

Guess what?!! HARICHARAN replied my tweet!! Actually I tweeted a post on Nov 13th  telling that,

"killer smile n soulful voice @SingrHaricharan"

That was the tweet he replied!!

" @Bilvashri lol thanks" with a smiley.. so cute!! <3

I was like super excited when he replied!! Did I reply back?? Of course!!

"@SingrHaricharan anytime!! <3 keep rocking!! "

PS: TO HARICHARAN: (if you were read this *which will never happen) Thanks for replying! <3

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

ASIAN HOTTIE !

In my 14 years of life, I never admire "hot" guys. I just don't find beauty in "hot guys".. I can even say that there's no such word as 'hot' in my dictionary.. I'm more into nerd guys until the moment I saw this Vietnamese guy..

It all happen when I was sitting in my room and doing something( i cant remember what i was doing), my brother(surya fan), came and tell me,

'Hey, tomorrow 7am arivu audio lauch..'

I didn't give a face and said,

'I dont care..'
'Hey,you know right that there will be a Chinese(act he's Vietnamese-Chinese) guy in the movie?'

In my heart,"Haha Chinese? Not interested.."

'Oh,ok..'

The next day, I was watching tv,then my bro said he wanted to watch the audio launch so I changed the channel for him.. I had nothing to do so I thought I could watch it and condemn about surya.. Then when they call out the negative character for the movie, that was when my smile burst out of my face..

OMG!!!!!! HE IS SUPER HANDSOME!! SUPER HOT!! I'VE NEVER SEEN A GUY LIKE HIM IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.. I can say that he's the one who introduced a new era called HOT to my little world..
For the first time, I was eager to watch Surya's movie..!

Maybe you guy might not find him hot cause "beauty lies on the the eye of the beholder"..I understand..

WISH TO SEE HIM??









                                                             
OMO SESANGHAE! <3

Here's the link for the audio launch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szIRDXpDFFQ&feature=share

PS: IF YOU WANT TO SEE HIM TALKING ONLY, SKIP IT TO THE 1.41 MINUTES AND WATCH IT TO 2.47 MINUTES.. HOPE YOU ENJOY! BYE! <3 YOU YUVAN(I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

A TRANSPORTER BORN

Hi angels! "A TRANSPORTER BORN"? Many years ago,(be4 I was born) there's this person landed on Earth on 12th Dec.. This person is one of my top list favourite person. He holds a special place in my heart.. Wanna know whom?? LOL.. Fine..

TAADAA!!


His name is Saravanan Subramanian and he is working as an engineer in Panasonic(IDEAS FOR LIFE)..Actually today is his birthday..

Wondering what's TRANSPORTER got to do with him? Hah, I'll tell you why.. He loves to play "CATCHING CATCHING" on roads in his car.. Don't get it? He loves to speed.. I can never sit straight in his car.. If the car goes to the left, I move to the left as well and vise versa.. Well but sometimes...I have to admit it...that it's actually FUN travelling with him like THAT.. Another thing,he likes to break an emergency break for no reasons.. Suddenly he'll break and look at me and tell,"NO ONE CAN DO LIKE THIS.." *I guess he want to show me his skills...xD..  But one thing, he never forget SEAT BELTS.. He'll make sure everyone in the car fasten their seat belts.. Whenever he asks," DO I NEED TO TELL YOU?", that 100% shows that you didn't fasten your seat belts..

Besides,he enjoys TEASING.. If he sees anyone fat,

"She's/He's your friend?"

I'll give him a stare and then he starts laughing.. GRRRRRRRRR.... 

Other than that, he's super loving,caring,smart, HANDSOME(he'll kill me if i didn't wrote "handsome"...but he is a bit handosme..ok lah,very handsome... HAPPY?),encouraging and of course STUBBORN(revealed!!hahaha)...

He's also a photographer (kind of professional).. 

(see?)

CAMERA-EXPERT.. He has many models of cameras.. He said after he use all of them, he'll pass it to me..(i think so..hope so..)

Here are some of his shots..



(one of my favourite one)

(love this too <3)

Last but not least, I'm so glad and gifted to have an uncle like him and to be a WONDERFUL niece (caehh,angkat bakul sendiri) for him..

Before it's too late, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,MAMA..MANY MORE HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY. MAY ALL THE BAD & EVIL VIBRATIONS AROUND YOU VANISH INTO THIN AIR AS THE CLOCK STRIKES SHARP 12 O'CLOCK (12TH OF DEC).. FOR A SECOND,CLOSE YOUR EYES AND MAKE A WISH AND PRAY FOR IT..(wish la that i can come thin).. Haha,just kidding.. I HOPE YOUR WISH WILL COME THROUGH AND I PRAY FOR YOUR HEALTH,WEALTH AND HAPPINESS...TC.. <3


YOUR FAIREST & SMARTEST NIECE,
                     BILLBIRD. 

Monday, December 5, 2011

50TH

Taada!! This is my 50th post on my blog.. Wah,so fast it's 50.. Time really waits for no man.. So any plans for holiday? Me? Yeah... I'll be going to Bukit Tinggi, Pahang on the 10th of Dec and to Pangkor,Perak on the 28th of Dec.. See la,if I have enough time,I'll upload the pictures on blog..

And after all the outings, FULL CONCENTRATION ON EXAMS *so call la... :) It's gonna be a tough year next year for me.. PMR.. What do you expect.. Straight As'?? I hope so.. The subjects that I'm worried of is KHB(suckiest subject of all..Why must I even learn to fix a toilet flush???) & Geography(not as severe as KHB)

My deep sympathy to all the SPM students next year.. Why? I'm sure you people know that there's gonna be three papers for History which initially had 2 papers..And it's a must to pass your History if not you'll fail your SPM eventhough you get other subjects A+.. Shoots.. IKR!! Do your best and leave the rest on GOD's feet amd keep going...

OK,I have other works to do.. Adios.. Saranghae..!

Friday, December 2, 2011

A BEWILDER FEELING

What's up peeps?? Can I ask you'll a question?
Have you ever like a person but you don't wanna like or admit that you like him? Well I'm in that situation now..



Wanna know whom? It might be kind of astonishing and beyond your imagination.. OK.. It's actually T.O.P.. You know him right? Big Bang's T.O.P..



I know I know.. It's stupid but even I can't figure out why I like/don't like him?? It's like, whenever I see him, I get kind of high(I've blogged about him too),but I don't really like him(or I don't want to like him)... I don't know how to  avoid this most dumb feeling..

When my imaginations/inner voice ask me,
"You like him?"
"I don't like him....I like him..Eh, I don't know.."
(WHAT AN ANSWER)

Ok... Got to go.. See ya!!

PS: IF YOU EVER WENT THROUGH OR GOING THROUGH THIS STUPIDEST FEELING, PLEASE COMMENT BELOW.. THANKS..

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

HELLO DECEMBER


Wow it's December? Time flies..


So now it's December.. Any activities going on? Me? Yeah?? There's gonna be tuition,outings,weddings and many more.. And Christmas.Oh I forgot,I AM WATCHING A NEW KOREAN DRAMA, SCENT OF A WOMAN. Today is gonna be my second episode.. MUST WATCH!

And btw,in another month, I'm gonna be older, the studies pressure is gonna be higher, and the number of handsome school boys in my school is gonna be lesser, I'm gonna get fatter..oh Crap!!   #*?/%@)>+_
And I have to get up early for school.. Damn it..

My brother will be going for national training in Melaka next month.. Shoots..! And the worst part is the number for next year is 2012.. Judgement year!!! OMG.. Ready to die?? OH YEAH.. But if the disaster strikes before my PMR,then of course..LOL..

And finally there's a good news that is Vettai(Yuvan's music) might release on 31st of Dec.. Cant wait to hear the songs!!!

PS: I'M GONNA MISS YOU NOVEMBER.. SEE YOU NEXT YEAR...

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

FREEDOM AROUND THE AIR

Hey all SPM students.. How you're doing? How was Chemistry?? Easy right?? You'll kan pandai pandai belaka.. LOL.. Btw, I can sense the freedom in the air.. I wish I were in your form too.. Tomorrow is gonna be your last day in school so enjoy your last day,hours,seconds in your school.. No matter what,school life is the best.. Admit it.. Not even your marriage life..LOL.. This is your chance to express your feelings to your secret admires, teachers you hate,your enemies and your so and so...

So what is your plan for your future? Doctors,engineers, accountants, teachers* most divine job but they are the one who gets the curse the most*,garbage collector?? Just joking la.. No offense...

Haha..OK.It's getting late.. Go and study for Bio.. ALL THE BEST..! FIGHTING FIGHTING!!TC ALL..LOVE YA!!

PS: IF YOU WERE TO READ THIS ONE DAY AFTER, HOW WAS BIO???
PSS: I'M GONNA MISS YOU ALL!! :(

Monday, November 28, 2011

T.O.P

Look who's the STAR today? Big Bang's T.O.P!! His actual name is Choi Seung Hyun..He born on 4th of  Nov 1987.. I love his voice's heaviness and roughness.. Especially when he raps,it sounds super awesome!!










Btw, is he handsome??? You can reply at the comment column..

MULTI-TALENTED BEAUTIFUL-SUPER-GORGEOUS-FAVOURABLE-SINGER

Hey sugars! Wondering who’s the person described above there?? None other than CHINMAYI!



                                                               
                               

This lovely girl was born on Sept 10 1984 in Mumbai,India.. She was introduced by another great  singer, Mr.Srinivas.. Her debut song is Oru Deivam Thantha Poovae,composed by A.R.Rahman..My favourite song of  hers  are Kilimanjaro,Anbil Avan,Vaarayo Vaarayo,Aaruyire Maa,Oayiyae Aayiyae,Sara sara,Enaduyirae and tons of them..
Her profession is a psychologist..She is also a dubbing artist and a CEO of a translation services company.. She dubbed for many actresses such as Sameera Reddy,Trisha,Samantha(she acted in baana kaathadi) and Tamanna.. She also was a tv host..
There are some storybooks she like such as Message in a Bottle, Alchemist, Autobiography of a Yogi and ,many more.. She likes Indian,Chinese and Thai food.. Awesome right?? IKR! She also likes Switzerland..
I REALLY LOVE HER VOICE.. Sometimes when she sings high pitch, I can’t recognise her voice.. L She has a super perfect pitch.. It feels heaven like when she sings in high pitch! I really hope she’ll never stop singing!!

PS: I ALSO LOVE MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE AND AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A YOGI(BTW,HE’S MY GURU).. KEEP ROCKING CHINMAYI!! <3 <3 <3

"OR KIM OR KIM JU KUA JU JIP SIM"

Have any Chinese Hokkien heard of the sentence above before?? Well,for the non-chinese, the direct translation of the sentence is "black shiny black shiny,the more i see,the deeper it goes.".. Understand?? No?? Haha.. Actually it means the darker a person,the deeper my love towards them..  I love the sentence very much..That sentences is said in Hokkien, my dialect.. Usually when some of my friends or cousin tell something negative of indian actors, that's what I used to say.. LOL.. You guys also can use them whenever anybody talk bad about your loved ones who are kind of dark.. All the best!
That's all!! Bye!!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

HE MADE MY DAY

I used to wonder if there's anybody could pull me out of the world' most boring day? I think it happened to me.. School holidays is something not happening to me this year because of my brother's SPM.. I've nowhere to go other than sitting at home..I do some house work and stuff.. But it's still super boring staying at home and do nothing... My daily routine for the school holidays are helping mom,reading storybooks,watching tv and surf internet.. Even if I watch the tv, they'll repeat the same thing again and again..

Yesterday,(Saturday) as usual when I was watching tv, there was this advertisement about a programme in Wembley,London that is gonna telecast on Sunday.. The show looked kind of nice as there were actors and singers performing there.. So as there was nothing on on Sunday, I planned to watch it..*if only I know about the surprise...

On Sunday, the show started at 6.30pm.. The programme was going on ok-ly when the host announce that three person are gonna sing on the stage.. And that's when my bored-ness, sleepiness and tiredness just vanished into thin air in a second as the host told that the three guys were vijay prakash,naresh iyer and "HARICHARAN"!! I was like ,'"WHAT THE HELL???!!!! OMG!! HARI!!!!.." He sung Pogadhe & Mannipayaa.. And it was unplugged version.. IMAGINE HOW LOVELY WAS HIS VOICE... I was half dead hearing him singing.. *flying in the air..

Then I messaged Thivaa to tell her that her cute guy,NARESH IYER was singing...
"Hey,busy ke?"
"Haricharan on tv now!"
I thought,"That's what I wanted to tell.." *the convo continued..

SO THE CONCLUSION IS, "HE MADE MY DAY" <3

PS: IT WOULD BE THE BEST IF YUVAN SANG... <3
PSS: I CAN'T TELL WHETHER YUVAN OR HARICHARAN SUNG BETTER.. IT'S TWO DIFFERENT TYPE OF TALENT..IF YOU TALK ABOUT SOULFUL & DEADLY AWESOME VOICE, THEN OF COURSE IT'S YUVAN.. AND IF YOU TALK ABOUT SANGEETHAM BASED VOICE WITH PERFECT PITCH&SHRUTI, THAT SHOULD BE JUST FOR HARICHARAN... AND TALK ABOUT WORTH- FOR- DYING -VOICE IT GOES TO BOTH OF THEM..

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

OMG! HE'S SO HANDSOME!

HE LOOK SO YOUNG! <3

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

ANOTHER ONE? OH YEAH!

Hey darlzz.. Going on smoothly?? I meant your life.. Don't think about other "SMOOTHLY"..Hey I'm  following a  blog..It's all about YUVAN SHANKAR RAJA.. It's super updated.. The blogger must be a big fan of him  *just like me.. : D There are many stuffs about him like latest news, biography, discography, awards, interviews, concerts, articles ,videos, instruments that he uses, downloads his songs and his link in fb and others..

Just for your information, if you wanna keep updating Yuvan's music and other news, I recommend you this blog..

theyuvanshankarraja.blogspot.com

Okay,that's for now.. BYE2

Sunday, November 20, 2011

NEW GADGET!!

Hey princes & princesses!! How is my new gadget above there?? <3 IT!!

From left: YUVAN SHANKAR RAJA,ME,ME,HARICHARAN!! 

So now, whenever I view my my blog, I'll be smilling!! <3 <3 <3

IT'S PARTY TIME!

       Hai there everyone!! My class had a party in Alamanda,Putrajaya. I reached there around 10pm.. Had our lunch in Pizza Hut.. Then when and play bowling.. For the first time, my score was 74!! After playing bowling, the Muslims went to pray.. During that time, Tunisha & I went and buy popcorns and drinks!*we were the first to buy.. xD.. After the prayers, all the student gathered at the main entrance to receive gifts from teacher regarding the bowling competition..

       Guess what movie we watched??? HAPPY FEET 2!! (i was like "WHAT??" when nishah told we'll be watching that movie) But luckily the movie is nice.. The penguin looks so cute... ohwww... <3 Once the movie was over, we said goodbye to everyone and then Tunishah and I started scrolling in Alamanda till my dad and mum came..

        We too took pictures and stuff!! It was awesome spending time with Tunishah, Hureen, Tina, Tasha, Syara,Syaza and the others.. Ohh!! I'm super tired.. Imagine,I was in Alamanda from 10pm to 6pm.. Gosh.. Going to sleep.. Bye2..


PS: THANK YOU NISHAH,TINA,TASHA,SYARA,SYAZA,HUREEN FOR MAKING MY DAY TODAY!! LOVE YOU GUYS VERY VERY MUCH!! MUAH MUAH!!!

PSS: TUNISHAH,"WE'RE BOTH MALES" xD!!

GIFT FOR VICTORY!

Hi guys and gurlz!! A few days after my final year examination results were out,my dad & mum went out to buy groceries.. When they came back, I happen to be in the kitchen.. After taking our dinner,my mum called me and digged her bag.. I thought she was going to give me money for my final year examination..

'Ma,no need money la..'
'You think I that rich?'
Then she handed me a small bag. I opened it and there was a small cute little gold earing.
'Ohww,that's so beautiful..'
I ran and kissed my mum and dad and thanked them..

Oh the eve of my class party, my mum and dad went to send my granny and aunty back.. Then I received a phone called from my mum..
'Bilvashri,I'm in the camera shop. Amma buying a camera,what colour you want? There are white,black,blue,pink and purple..'
I was super shocked then I said purple.. I mean,WOW!! That day earring,today camera?? Awesome..

And the camera is super awesome..


PS: DAD AND MUM,I LOVE YOU.. <3
PSS: ACTUALLY THEY CAN FINISH IT OFF BY GIVING ME 50 BUCKS.. xD..!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

NEVER FORGET YOUR OWN ROOTS

I hate people who forgets their roots! I don't know why some of them feel shy and shameful to speak their own language. Even I can't speak my second race language but I never feel proud of that. In fact, I feel so embarrassed and shameful. What I'm urged to know is, what's the benefit they get  if they feel proud that they can't speak or refuse to speak their language in public. I mean that's so ungrateful to their race.

Some idiotic humans hate people just because the people are their race. That's so obvious they hate their own race for no reason. Well,even I do hate some people of my own race because of their senseless mentality but that doesn't mean I hate my race. I just don't like their character.. *esp in my school..

Some people don't even listen to their own language songs. If they can listen to a song that they can't speak,what's wrong listening to their own roots songs?? By the way,listening to International songs are so not wrong but don't go and say that you only know international songs. If I ask them,they'll say,' Oh,I don't listen to that KIND of songs la.. It's embarrassing you know?' THAT'S SO MEAN!!

So what I'm trying to put in is,learn to love your race and language. All languages and races in this world are beautiful. If you can learn to love and listen to KOREAN songs, why can't you love your race and language that is already flowing with your blood? Even if you can't learn to speak your mother tongue but then you have the love and respect for your race and language,it's good enough..

BEFORE LEARNING A LANGUAGE,ASK YOURSELF,"CAN YOU SPEAK YOUR OWN LANGUAGE?"

PS: A PERSON WHO IS RACIST CAN BE FORGIVEN BUT NOT A PERSON WHO IS RACIST TOWARDS THEIR OWN RACE..

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

"TWO CHEFS SPOILS A SOUP?",idts!

Who says when two positive combines,it turns into negative? There's no such thing!! Even in Mathematics, positive + positive = positive.. U see? Same goes for music,songs and FOOD!

Recently there was a tamil movie named Kandaen.. Well,no comments for the movie but there's this particular song, "NARMADA".. OMG! It was super awesome and guess who's the singer?? Of course the one & only,HARICHARAN( "he stole my heart") and the sexiest female voice,SUCHITRA!!!

 What I mean now is, they're both a talented singer yet it didn't bring any negative feedback... So the conclusion? Proverbs are not always true...

PS: Wanna hear the song? No problemo..

Click the link below:

http://s01.download.tamilwire.com/songs/__K_O_By_Movies/Kanden/Narmada%20-%20TamilWire.com.mp3

"ANSWER IT HONESTLY"

Annyang! Ni hao ma? Naan nalla iruke. Ok,let's switch back to English.. Just now, my tuition mate tagged me in a post in fb.. the tittle of the post was "ANSWER IT HONESTLY". The questions were simply awesome,that's why I want to share it with my readers..


The following are the questions:

1. Are u in love?
2. What is this person's name?
3. How long have you known this person?
4. What first attracted you to this person?
5. Who approached who first?
6. How long did you know this person before you were "in love"?
7. Are you married to this person now?
8. What physical attribute are you most attracted to on this person?
9. What physical attribute on this person do you find least attracted?
10. If you could change one thing about this person,what would it be?
11. I love when this person..
12. I hate this person when..
13. Have you ever cheated on this person?
14. Has this person ever cheated on you?
15. Do you have any children with this person?
16. Who is the most dominate in this relationship?
17. Do you argue much?
18. If so, who apologizes first?
19. Which of you is the slob?
20. Which of you is the smartest?
21. Which of you is the breadwinner?
22. Which of you is the most romantic?
23. Which of you would be most likely to ask for a breakup/divorce?
24. What is the person's favorite color?
25. What is this person's number?
26. What is this person's favorite food?
27. What is this person's favorite thing to do?
28. What is this person's favorite restaurant?
29. Is this person allergic to anything?
30. Have you and this person ever broke up?
31. Do you think that you and this person spend enough time together?
32. When you are not together, who misses who the most?
33. Which of you would be considered the better "catch"?
34. Which of you is more outgoing?
35. Which of you is more organised?
36. Which of you is a better "homemaker"?
37. Do you see yourself with this person in 20 years?
38. What about you do you think this person I most attracted to?
39. If this person could change one thing about you, what would it be?
40. Here is your opportunity to tell this person how you feel about them?

Awesome right? IKR.. U guys wanna see what I answered?
Here you go...


1. Yes
2. YUVAN SHANKAR RAJA
3. Since the song "Pogathaey"
4. His soulful voice
5. None of us (he don't even know me)
6. I fell in love the moment I hear his voice
7. Nop.. He is married to someone else (happy 4 him)
8. Everything
9. Nothing
10. His age
11. Sings
12-13. no.
14. xD he don't even know me
15. Of course NO!!
16-23. Not related
24. Black(i think so cause he wears black almost all the time)
25. IDK :(
26. Mum's food??
27. Composing songs
28-31. IDK :(
32. I always miss him
33-38. Not related
39. My size and look
40...(favotrite questions of all)

HEY YUVAN. I KNOW YOU ARE NOT READING THIS BUT I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSIC.. AND CONGRATULATION ON YOU YOUR MARRIAGE. BE HAPPY ALWAYS.. I'LL BE THERE YOU TO HEAR YOUR SONGS. KEEP ROCKING, "THE KING OF M HEART".. <3

YOUR FAN,
BILVASHRI _C-YON..

IT HURTS BADLY !

Aaaooocccchhhhh!!! It hurts like hell when I move my back..I cant even bend 30degree.. It all happened when Mishan sent me a message saying that the final examination results are out. In joy and panic, I ran downstairs to take my laptop. Then as I was about to take it,suddenly I felt like something struck my back,but I didn't really notice the pain cause I was dying to know my results. After I finish seeing my results,then I felt it.. GOD,it's like dying pain..Luckily, I have the best aching ointment, "YOKO YOKO"(my life saviour) so I've just applied it.. Gosh,it's so damn burning.. 
I really hope this pain will go off cause I need to go to school tomorrow..

PS:LUCKILY I HAVE YUVAN SONGS TO HEAR. AT LEAST THE PAIN CAN'T BE FELT TOO MUCH <3

Monday, November 14, 2011

MY FOREVER BEAUTIFUL-SEXY-CUTE BFF!

Hey readers! How is school holiday? Planning for an outing? With parents or *******?LOL..

Today I would like to introduce you'll my BESTIE,my one & only KATRINA DOSHI ! I knew her when I was 8 years old. She's super cute, damn freaking pretty,sexy,gorgeous & smart..She a straight A student!
Best part of her is that she dance like BEYONCE and sings like KATY PERRY..

Photos of my bestie <3








Isn't she pretty?*no?go check your eyes la dumb head!!! Of course she is..

Wanna add her in fb & twitter?

Fb : http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001618681712
Twitter : http://twitter.com/#!/AtryDoshi
follow on Blog : http://myawesometeenagelife.blogspot.com

Till then,see ya!!

PS: I LOVE HER KILLER SMILE AND WORTH-DYING SMILE <3